I drove very fast today on the way home.

I couldn’t think straight, just wanted to feel myself getting thrown about in the car.

How come driving fast helps to ease anger? I dunno.

It hurts when it seems like you’re the only one trying to make things work. So much bottled up inside but left unsaid for fear of the worst that could result from an outburst.

Why do the arguments seem to happen more nowadays? i hate it but if it stays inside it’ll get worse.

And lately..I look into the mirror and I see my own worst enemy.

I’m killing myself slowly.

So many things i wish i got done last year but didn’t get to do; they shall be my reso’s for this year.

 

Things I got to do:

1. Hung out with my best buddies more often than last year.

  

 

2. Organized a combo birthday celebration for wei luen, jeremy and eileen.

 

3. Jammed at least 3 times last year haha.

 

4. Found new jamming kaki.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

5. Invited for 6 weddings, made it for one and a half. (Half coz I could only make it for Qing Zheng’s bachelor party). The ‘one’ was Christine & Lee Kien’s wedding. And watched as 4 couples got engaged.

 

6. Organized Psychkin’s 21st ‘poolside’ bday ‘bash’ with her coll buddies. LOLwtf.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

7. Went to India. Thrice.

 

#1

 

 

#2

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

#3

 

8. Found Prada shades that cost a neat USD 500+. Use only if you wanna make a Lao-fu-zi fashion statement.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

9. Adopted an Indian boy.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

(haha..kidding only I’m not angelina jolie).

 

10.  Made new friends from India.

 

 

 

 

Kapil, Avinash, Bhargav, Prasad. Pretty nice and funny guys.

 

11. ALMOST made contact with Mr Ratan Tata, most successful industrialist in India.

12. Joined the must-go 30 Hour famine.

 

13. Blogged 42 posts in the whole year. Big jump from previous year ok.

 

 

 

14. Further explored the blogosphere and found friends within the most awesome people.

            Marcus Tan Eng Soon!                                    Vin!

                    Ju Ann!                                                                 ‘Average Joe’ Yik!

                       KY!                                    Axiao & Mei Sia!

Siewy and Wei Chee!                                         Cindy Malaysian Dreamgirl!       

                 

 Karenanaanaaa!

 

Ryan, Rames, Yoke Yee, Joshua Tallboyz, Jen, Kate, Hikaru Lim, Jason Smashpop!

 

 

                     UncleJosh!                               Advertlets lau-pan Josh Lim!

 

15.  Tried to camwhore with the silliest things and in the silliest ways possible.

 

 

16.  Brought my 2nd brother kaikai as many places as possible.

                   Doggy prom                                         Dogathon event at UPM

 

to PD for 1 night BBQ with neighbours

 

to Cameron for 2 nights with neighbours

And…..Into bed with me xD

 

17.  I had a reasonably good financial year..with some savings and investments that come linked with health insurance. But it ain’t nowhere near what I’m targeting for this year. I’ve finally come up with a business idea complete with a business plan. An idea filled with the things that I love : people. entrepreneurship. online. I’ll share it with you very Very soon

 

Things I’ve got to get done in 2009:

 

1.  I got off the start of last year with very bad relationship with several ‘possibly related’ people. I’ve GOT to make that up.

2.  Travel to at least one European / Asia-Pacific + South American country.

3.  Kick-off my new venture by 1st quarter 2009.

4.  Bring my parents to some holiday destination (besides India and China LOL).

5.  Get a hold of my temper. It’s growing a little too out of control for the likings of people around me and myself.

6.  Speak in reasonably fluent Hindi phrases besides ‘Bipasha Basu’ and ‘Priyanka Chopra’.

   

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

7.  Get my body in shape like Hrithik Roshan.

 

Shouldn’t be too hard xD. Oh wait..those are his arms not legs!!

 

Cheers ya’ll to a great year ahead!
-EVo-

 

This makes me happy =)

*pumps more into my tank and press petrol more ganas than before*

Cheers!
-Road-devil EVo-

It isn’t often that I stumble upon a moment that tells me that enough is enough. That it’s time to turn off the engines for a minute.

Seriously, all this rushing around with the nagging voice in my head saying that I haven’t done enough is just f**kin tormenting. And inside I know that I’ve actually done OK. Or even sometimes there’s not that much to do. Succumbing to external pressures? Maybe. I’m my own worst enemy? Likely. Who’s gona be mad at me when I decide to stop what I’m doing? Nobody.

I’m after all, only human.

Quite handsome human la I’ll admit ^^ (Moment of self-consolation)

I’m lounging over a mug of signature hot choc at starbucks taipan. Btw ‘lounging’ is a word I seldom use when I come here. It’s always usually ‘work’.

So today, it’s just…chilling for me. 2 1/2 hours of my own private escape.

So SHIOK lor. *happily wash away the thoughts of work for awhile*

 

 

Admittedly, I still have mail coming through my gmail but I just leave it to run. Nope. no big order’s gona distract me

And I’m also logged on to youtube watching cute cute panda videos.

 

(Click the pic, the link works!)

Absent-mindedly stirring my drink and sipping through the small straw is almost therapeutic =) Tambahan pula my feet are up on the chair.

Btw I’ve just been ripped off by the chapfan stall lady for RM8.50 a plate of 2 dishes. Don’t eat that in Sin Kong if you’re feeling stingy. Nan King goes as low as RM3.30 for 1 meat and 1 veggie so I’m gona stick to that wherever possible.

There’s so many patrons tonight for a Monday night. What, aren’t we running into some economy crisis? I wonder if people are actually raking money in from  this situation…*randomly thinks of reading up on investing on share market*

I know what I’ll do. List my schedule of activities that happen to be interesting! *sudden burst of excitement*

I’ll start with last weekend’s happenings~

 17/10/08 : ‘Mary have a little fairwell’ -__- 

Guess I’ll blog about this later.

 

18/10/08 : Eileen came back to KL!

Guess I’ll blog about this later too.

 

19/10/08 : Bridal Fair with the new wedding couple. But tak jadi go la. And I’m not telling who’s the new wedding-couple-to-be (yet). But I’m so happy.

Tell me I’m so discreet! Muahaha.

 

21 or 22/10/08 : Meeting with my IT-outsourced-Professionals aka bro’s Uni mates on IT restructuring in the office.

 

Rajiv, Sharon & Guoy. Actually Sharon’s not coming but I just saja post her pic here.quite cute ma.keke.

24/10/08 : High School Musical 3 with Psychkin! ^o^

 

Wasted that photos in blogs can’t be tagged aka facebook style. That would be such fun.

 

25/10/08 – 31/10-08  :  Shanghai trip – Power Transmission Exhibition in Pudong Expo Center.

2/11/08 : Terry Fox run at Lake Gardens. Can’t wait. After all, I’m 2kg lighter, should be able to take on at least the 5km route without bailing out halfway ^o^

(Pics taken in ’07!)

4/11/08 : Madagascar 2 free screening thanks to Nuffnang. I’ll always remember Jadezheng.com for this. Did you know that she’s actually Cindy, this year’s winner for Malaysia Dream Girl?  More on this at Kennysia. And I’ll get to meet her!

10/11/08 – 20/11/08 : Delhi Trip – MMMM08 Exhibition & customer visitation *what…more poo pics again?*

 

That’s all I can think of for now..anything else in between will be entirely spontaneous.

Feeling this relaxed really allows me to clear my mind. I should do this more often =)

It also makes me discover more things that I should blog about. Mafan lor! OK la, happily mafan LOL.

Cheers!
-EVo-